gave up give it to me i throw it away give it to me i throw it away covered with hope and vaseline still cannot fix this broken machine watching the hole that used to be mine just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline of the trust i will betray give it to me i throw it away after everything i've done i hate myself for what i've become give it to me i throw it away give it to me i throw it away throw it away throw it away throw it away throw it away throw it away throw it away throw it away throw it away throw it away it took you to make me realize it took you to make me realize it took you to make me realize it took you to make me see the light it took you to make me realize it took you to make me realize it took you to make me realize it took you to make me see the light it took you to make me realize it took you to make me realize it took you to make me realize it took you to make me see the light smashed up my sanity smashed up integrity smashed up what i believed in smashed up what's left of me gonna smash myself to pieces i don't know what else to do gonna smash myself to pieces i don't know what else to do gonna smash myself to pieces i don't know what else to do gonna smash myself to pieces i don't know what else to do
wish i want to but i can't turn back i want to but i can't turn back i want to but i can't turn back i want to but i can't turn back i want to but i can't turn back i want to but i can't turn back i want to this is the first day of my last days i built it up now take it apart climbed up real high now fall down real far no need for me to stay the last thing left i just threw it away i put my faith in god and my trust in you now there's nothing more fucked up i could do wish there was something real wish there was something true wish there was something real in this world full of you i'm the one without a soul i'm the one with this big fucking hole no new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist fuck don't think you're having all the fun you know me i hate everyone wish there was something real wish there was something true wish there was something real in this world full of you i want to but i can't turn back i want to but i can't turn back i want to but i can't turn back i want to but i can't turn back this is the first day of my last days i built it up now take it apart climbed up real high now fall down real far no need for me to stay the last thing left i just threw it away i put my faith in god and my trust in you now there's nothing more fucked up i could do wish there was something real wish there was something true wish there was something real in this world full of you wish there was something real wish there was something true wish there was something real in this world full of you wish there was something real wish there was something true wish there was something real in this world full of you this world full of you this world full of you this world full of you this world full of you
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throw this away i am so dirty on the inside i am so dirty on the inside i am so dirty on the inside i want you to make me i want you to take me i want you to break me and i want you to throw me away
fist fuck drift within this is your body can you flow the fire blood through each tissued corridor drown into the pulse of life let your heart pump you out old red tongue "can you drink the blood? tell us what's the red tongue" a stream into its own chamber "can you let your heart become central?" help help i'm drowning into the lake "help help...i'm drowning...get me out of here" drift to the center drift to the center "i'm drowning...i need some help" the center of this heart fire will go up let your heart beat your whole life "alleviate, screw, penetrate...you'll go deeper" burst "burst" greet on "greet on" complete death "communicate" my blood "life...blood" startling "oh you just wish you could feel that way too" "i'll bet you will someday" "help help...let go of me...get me out of here"
screaming slave happiness...it controls you happiness...it controls you happiness in slavery happiness in slavery slavery happiness happiness happiness happiness happiness slavery slavery it controls you slavery it controls you slavery slavery "he's dead" "what's that?" "he's dead" slavery slavery slavery happiness happiness happiness controls it controls you controls it controls you
