further down the spiral

piggy (nothing can stop me now) the art of self destruction, part one self destruction, part two
the downward spiral (the bottom) hurt (quiet) eraser (denial; realization)
at the heart of it all   eraser (polite)
self destruction, final the beauty of being numb erased, over. out

 

piggy (nothing can stop me now)

hey pig
yeah you
hey pig piggy pig pig pig
all of my fears came true
black and blue and broken bones you've left me here i'm all
alone
my little piggy needed something new

nothing can stop me now
cause i don't care anymore
nothing can stop me now
cause i just don't care

hey pig
nothing's turning out the way i planned
hey pig there's a lot of things i hoped you could help me
understand
what am i supposed to do i lost my shit because of you

nothing can stop me now
cause i don't care anymore
nothing can stop me now
cause i just don't care

nothing can stop me now

the art of self destruction, part one

i control you

i am the voice inside your head
i am the lover in your bed
i am the sex that you provide
i am the hate you try to hide

i control you

self destruction, part two

i am the voice inside your head
and i control you
i am the lover in your bed
and i control you
i am the sex that you provide
and i control you
i am the hate you try to hide
and i control you

i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down i use you up
mr self destruct

i speak religion's message clear
and i control you
i am denial guilt and fear
and i control you
i am the prayers of the naive
and i control you
i am the lie that you believe
and i control you

i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down i use you up
mr self destruct

i am the needle in your vein
and i control you
i am the high you can't sustain
and i control you
i am the pusher i'm a whore
and i control you
i am the need in you for more
and i control you

i am the bullet in the gun
and i control you
i am the truth from which you run
and i control you
i am the silencing machine
and i control you
i am the end of all your dreams
and i control you

i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down i use you up
mr self destruct

the downward spiral (the bottom)

everything's blue in this world

he couldn't believe how easy it was
he put the gun into his face
bang
so much blood for such a tiny little hole

problems do have solutions you know
a lifetime of fucking things up
fixed in one determined flash

everything's blue
everything's blue in this world
all fuzzy
spilling out of my head

hurt (quiet)

i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember everything

what have i become
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end

you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt

i wear this crown of shit
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
i cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feeling disappears
you are someone else
i am still right here

what have i become
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end

you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt

if i could start again
a million miles away
i would keep myself
i would find a way

eraser (denial; realization)

erase me
kill me

at the heart of it all

eraser (polite)

need you
dream you
find you
taste you
use you
scar you
fuck you
break you

self destruction, final

i am the voice inside your head
and i control you
i am the lover in your bed
and i control you
i am the sex that you provide
and i control you
i am the hate you try to hide
and i control you

i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down i use you up
mr self destruct

i speak religion's message clear
and i control you
i am denial guilt and fear
and i control you
i am the prayers of the naive
and i control you
i am the lie that you believe
and i control you

i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down i use you up
mr self destruct

i am the needle in your vein
and i control you
i am the high you can't sustain
and i control you
i am the pusher i'm a whore
and i control you
i am the need you have for more
and i control you

i am the bullet in the gun
and i control you
i am the truth from which you run
and i control you
i am the silencing machine
and i control you
i am the end of all your dreams
and i control you

i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down i use you up
mr self destruct

i speak religion's message clear
and i control you
i am denial guilt and fear
and i control you
i am the prayers of the naive
and i control you
i am the lie that you believe
and i control you

i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down i use you up
mr self destruct

i am the bullet in the gun
and i control you
i am the truth from which you run
and i control you
i am the silencing machine
and i control you
i am the end of all your dreams
and i control you

i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down i use you up
mr self destruct

the beauty of being numb

erased, over. out